...Idiot.

Sometimes I realize what an idiot I am.

Tonight was one of those nights. One of the downsides of hanging out with guys is that they turn you into a sarcastic asshole. I have become that, and normally it doesn't bother me. However, tonight I realized that sarcastic asshole isn't always the appropriate voice that I want to be speaking in. Fuck.

I wish that there was an IM client that had a delete function that would let you edit your post after you posted it. I could have used one of those.

So I am going to try not to let this bother me and get some sleep. With some luck I will be successful. Ideally, I can practice damage control tomorrow. I hope.

Tomorrow, I will stop making excuses. I hate it when I do that, I really do. And, what gets me is that all that is required of me to stop, is to just stop. Yet, I still have trouble. I should just follow my own advice once in a while.

So, to anyone to whom I have been a sarcastic asshole as of late:

I am sorry. Let me try to fix it.


*sigh*